Suddenly the longgggg story becomes a short one!!!

              Yeah so its quite a long time I came here the last time. But there was nothing on mind these days.( should I worry? ) But this took a place on my mind! 
               So when someone says that he or she's upset you instantly start guessing the reasons behind the bad mood ( only if u care for the person) Now I m a bit analytical person. I guess much about people which due time is getting right frequently. I don't know about other people but I always put 'breakup' as the reason high on my list. So I obviously know they are dying to tell me. Yeah dying because because they want to tell someone and I m their first option. ( I know m showing off but this means I m good friend to them *grins*) 
              So I start with 'What happened?'  Now as I know for curtsy they would say 'Leave it its a long story'. So I have press the thing and pretend to throw a fit. So they agree n Just say one sentence 'WE BROKE UP'. This is how suddenly their longgg story becomes a short one!! Their story starts here and ends here! :D I went through this humor 4 times in last few months! One is my cousin and others r my friends. So for our convenience we would these three friends as A, B and C.
               A is a girl. She's my classmate in college. So one day she came to me came to me with the 'news' that she's in a bad mood. So after all the procedure she told me she had a break up. Her mother found out n din't approve. Now this looks like a common story. This was no new to me but I had to console her because she was expecting it. And that was end of her story. 
               B is a guy. He had fucked in his examination n had really bad day afterwards. So this time when I asked it hadn't clicked me. But when he told its a 'longgggg' story would tell u afterwards I got the situation. I left it that time. (we mostly talk through messages) When I asked the other day he din't reply so even I din't push. So if not a breakup he surely had a big fight. 
               This is how their lonng story started and finished in just a sentence. In case other two people they atleast have few lines to tell in their story.
                My cousin lives in New Jersey. One day while chatting after all that upset and longg story thing, he told me he had a break up. Now here the story is about after breakup. After two months of the breakup they both are still good friends. My brother's pretending that he doesn't like her that much as before. I don't know why does he do that. She chose to leave him then she has to cope with the guilt or fact or whatever u say , that he still likes her. Y does he have hurt himself by pretending? After breakup y does she to be still friends? That's stupid!!!
              C is a girl. She used to be my close friend before I left the school. In this case the humor is I din't ask all this to my friend but her BF. Due to her even he had became my friend. So the news about their breakup was broken up to me by him. :D. She's accused by him of lying to him. N probably its true.( cruel truth!! ) Now both of them want me to stop talking to the other one. But I m clear I not going stop talking with anyone. I have my own rules and 'fundas' of friendship. Rule 3 says 'that till a person has not hurt u let alone watever he has done to others U don't need to breakup or stop talking to him' So now I just talk about one in front of the other. 
              I got it that there's always something new in the story of there breakup. I don't know Y people say its hard to cope up with the breakup. I don't think it will be that hard for me. I don;t know I have never experienced such a feeling!! Yeah I got little senti at the end. :D
            
(p.s Bye guys see u really soon. Till then Take care....)

THE CONFUSED HEART!!

                                 I'm lying here on the bed but the calmness which creeps into me every night has not shown up still! I have all day waited for the night so that it would handle my heart. But it has no effect!All day I behaved badly with my friends, specially Bhavya! I stayed silent all day. They took my silence as my another unusual mood-less day. Bhavya knew me very well. She knew that behind this silence I have a reason but she even knew that if  I ever wanted to tell I would tell her myself and if not probably I would never tell!. And she's right. I m not going to tell any of my friends. I choose to not to talk to control my emotions. The neck high emotions!!. If I talk I would start crying! I wouldn't make that big mistake to tell anything to them.I don't want to get them into this confusion of my mind n heart. What do I tell them that I that their friend has gone crazy? She is out her mind!
                                Yeah exactly! I m out of my mind. What m I thinking? How can even I get attracted to Abhigyan, love is the next thing? When knowing he thinks of me just as his bestie. Yes I know he relies on me shares all his problems even that between his girlfriend! How can I love him knowing he has a girlfriend n he's really into it? And even Sanjana loves him the same way. How can I even come between them? I don't want to come between them. It would deeply hurt him if they part n I dont want to see myself behind it! But same problem I m not able to control my attraction.. I have tried so so so many times but failed n that even miserably! 
                                I know, I remember I had said to myself long ago I would never let this love thing come between me n my Career, My Dream. I remember it. I remember it very very well. Its always there in my subconscious mind but its not helping me! This crying helps me nothing! I don't know y people say crying helps! After every such night I tell myself to make some distance till I get down from this. But whenever he says he needs me I melt down. This triggers me! Yeah again! I dont know what to do? I want to concentrate on my studies but this attraction makes that hard. Does anyone has any solution for my heart? I hate felling this.. I hate it!



(P.S Hi guys! I know m here after a long time but I had nothing on my mind for long time. This story is not related to me. I saw before that people relate my stories with me.Thanks for reading n commenting! Will try to be back soon. Till then bye n Take care! )

Happy Valentine's day guys!!

                   Tanisha was about to reach the party venue. Its was her friend Saran's engagement. He was her college mate. They were good buddies. But after finishing the college they had never met until recently in a coffee shop. She was already wondering what is she going to do there. She knew only two people there Saran and Vibha. Saran would be obviously busy and Vibha was going to come with her fiancee and a friend. ' Who would that other person be? May be some other friend I don't know!' 

                    She had reached there and was waiting for Vibha.'Would she have reached? or would be late as she used to be every time?' She searched for her but she couldn't find her. She sat there waiting for her gazing around. She was getting bored. She had called her twice but she didn't reply. She got up went to greet Saran and her fiancee. 'Vibha has not reached still! What is she doing?' She was waiting for her when someone came behind her and whispered 'Hey, u r looking beautiful!' She turned around but the guy was already walking away in another direction talking on his phone. 'Hey!' But he didn't turn around. His voice sounded familiar to her. The way he spoke was familiar to her. She had heard it somewhere before. 'Who could it be?' 
                     Just than Vibha called.' I am so sorry. I never told u that we wouldn't be able to come. But our friend, the one I told you who was going to come with us is there. He would give you company.' ' You are telling me now that you are not going to come. And I dont know that guy. How would he be able to give me company. Neither do I know him nor does he know me how am I going to find him?' 'Relax Tanisha. He is a great company and he knows u well. He would find you. And yes don't go away leaving him any day!' 'What?'  'Nothing bye.' 'Okay bye but remember next time you meet me you are going to pay for this.' 'Ah okay bye'. 

                       What the hell is this? She has not changed a little. ugh!! She sat there waiting that she gets to someone she knows. Just then a waiter came with her favorite drink. She very well remembered that this was not the drink served in the party and even no one knew accept Saran here that she liked this drink. But why would he do that for her specially? No one accept few friends knew her choice. She began to wonder who was it again. She tried to find the waiter who had brought her the drink but couldn't find him. She sat there with the drink

                       Just few minutes after a song was dedicated to her. It was her most favorite song. She was surprised. 'This song? this is my favorite song. But who here knows this is my favorite song? Saran? No he would have no idea that this is my favorite song.'  She went to the band playing the song. She inquired about who had requested the song for her. But she couldn't get a satisfactory answer. From behind a waiter came and gave her a hard bound book type thing. It was an album. She sat down on a table and began to see the album. It had beautiful photographs of her college days. It had all the moments she had enjoyed with her three best buddies, Vibha, Saran,and.. Ayan. ' Ayan!! But he is not here. He had went away to Brazil!' She went away into past. She was remembering her college days. They were her best days. They were her best friends ever. And Ayan... Everybody knew he liked her. Even she knew he liked her. He was head over heels for her. But she never felt for him that way at that time. But he patiently waited till last year for the college. On the last day, he came to her . They sat beneath the beautiful shinning night sky.He said he was going to Brazil. He had got an scholarship. He asked if she really doesn't feel anything. She agreed saying he was her most special friend one ever could be but nothing more. He said it doesn't matter, his feelings would never change.He promised he would never be without her seeing the beautiful shinning night sky. He said we would met on Skype and chat regularly. He hoped this wouldn't affect this friendship. He went with a smiling face but she could she the disappointment in his eyes but she couldn't help it. He went away. For first few months they had talked but then it began to get less and finally stopped. She had missed him after he went away and then he stopped talking she got to knew that for her he was never just a special friend for him. But she thought it was now late for her. She would never be able to meet him again. He would have no interest in her now.

                      She came back from her memories. She realized he was somewhere around but where? She began to see for him. But she couldn't find him. She realized may be she is late again.She came outside. She now wanted to be alone. Just then he saw a guy standing inside seeing the sky. It was the same guy who whispered to her. It was him. He had whispered to her. The voice she had forgotten but was still there deep inside her. She took two drinks and went to him. She went behind and whispered ' Here!' ' hadn't you promised me you would see this beautiful shining night sky only with me, and see u r alone here.' He smiled. 'I was waiting for you. As I told you, you r the same for me as you where before five years.'' I am still waiting beneath the same beautiful shining night sky for you. ' She smiled to him and they sat together under the stars with their drinks. They sat there confessing how much they missed each other and reviving their memories.


( P.S Hey guys, I thought I should go for a love story this time. Any way Valentine's day is coming so it suits. I would try to post soon. Till then bye n take care! )

A Surprise....

                   Sana was on the walk track at 6 o'clock in the evening as usual. She had been going there regularly. It was a usual day for her . With Music playing in her ears she started her rounds. She came across she met everyday. She as usual warmly greeted with a smile.

                   As she was nearly going to complete her third round, Nimit came from behind. She got irritated. He had tried to talk to her before but she pretended she didn't listen him calling. He said-" Can i talk to u for a minute?" She sighed and took her headphones out. her mind already traveling back to the day she last saw him. He was one of the persons she saw coming there regularly. One day he came and asked her if she would be his friend. She simply replied No. She never did friendship with a complete stranger. She even preferred not to talk to such people. He asked Why? She simply replied not interested. He still tried to talk but she ignored him. Then she went away home. She would see him everyday but ignored him at her best.
                   From that day till today , they never talked. Today he came to her and wanted to talk for a minute.She thought Whats big deal in a minute. Would deal if anything happens!. She sees in his direction. Yes. He said

Though I asked your name last time, forgot it.  
Sana.

Well I wanted to say sorry.

                
                    That was something not at all expected.

For?

Because I followed you home.

I'm really sorry.

                    
                    Now she was full of mixed feeling. She didn't knew what to answer. She was surprised- this was certainly nothing expected, was angry- for the fact he had followed her and was pleased- though she didn't knew about it , He told her the truth and said sorry. Before she can reply he was gone. She searched around, but there was no trace of him. She went back home with the same feelings and hoping  she gets something to say before tomorrow.
 
(P.S hey guys will soon write again till then bye n take care..)