First Prose than Poetry

So I wonder why people write poems.. I mean I don't know why they try so hard to rhyme each word, make each sentence sound perfect. I was never the one who likes them. I can't write and I can't read one even. Of course I can read but I don't have patience to analyze each word for its hidden meaning behind. I don't have patience to read it twice and adore it. I read them in school because they were going to be in exams and of course I had hard time with that. It was like I memorize them robotically, without tune, without thinking about its meaning.

I asked my blogger friend that why do they like to write poems. He said its just a way to express things and feelings in a 'subtle' way! So subtle way huh? Well then I am not the person subtle way is for.

So whenever I get across poems on someone's blog first I check the length. I am particularly more aversed with long poems. I can't read all and remember how the poem started and still find it beautifully written. I usually forget the first paragraph after going to the fourth. So I can't see how beautifully it is linked. So you see why I have an aversion with long poems.

Second I see the blogger. Yeah this also depends who has return it. If it is someone who I closely follow then I would take a sneak peak at least.

And then it depends upon the topic on which it is written on. You know that people write poems on any topic and on any thing. They write on rain and childhood. I have seen poem on childhood toys too.
And there are some common topics on which is written on now and then. I find their contents almost same always because of my indifference for words. I can't see the difference the words have made on the poem.

Because of these three things I mostly skip all the poems that come before me on blogspot. I accept poems are not for me. I prefer reading prose then poetry.

Please do comment even if it is criticism.. :D  I would take it as constructive criticism ;)

Is ur family like this too?

So Rains are now relaxing for a while and I m glad. This monsoon was not that bad. I was mostly indoors when it was raining. So how was ur monsoon? I m sure most of u would love rains. Tell me if u r n exception. I would love it. Now I m not here to write about monsoon So let me get back to the subject.

So what if u would meet an aunt who is ur father's relative and bigger than him? U would obviously take her as his sister or his aunt , wont u? What if u get to know that that big relative is not his sister but ur sister? Its Hilarious, isn't it? Yeah it is. :D

So when I asked my mother who that aunty was she told me that she is my sister. How come, Right?
So I need to get to the part on my father and grandfather's side of my BIG Family tree.

So my grandfather was the youngest in their family. He had six sisters and He was the seventh child and only boy.(I know seven kids!. Surely no concept of family planning. No wonder they had to face poverty) Before getting married, my grandfather first got all his six sisters married. So kids of all this sisters where already there when my grandfather got married. So our family is the last one. Now total kids of all that sisters got up to 32!!!!!  So my father had total 32 first cousins!!!

Now the aunt I met was grandfather's 2nd biggest sister's daughter's daughter. So my father's niece. She is bigger then him and she is already retired from her job. Now u tell me how do I react? But funny and a good thing about this is I still own the tag of being the youngest of all the cousins on my father's side. ( I m the youngest of all my first cousins. My grandfather's family was the last So I become the youngest of the whole lot)

So is ur family this confusing ? Tell me I would love to hear that too.

Byee.. Cya take care till I come again. Do wait for me please!! I would come soon

From 'Night Sins'

" They found the body today. Not nearly as soon as we expected. Obviously, we gave them to much credit. The police are not as smart as we are. No one is.
 

We stood on the sidewalk and watched. What a pitiful seen. Grown men in tears throwing up in the bushes. They wandered around and around that corner of the park, trampling the grass, and breaking of bits of branches. They called to God, but God didn't answer. Nothing changed. No lightning bolts came down. No one was given knowledge of who or why. Ricky Meyers remained dead, his arms out flung, his sneaker toes-up.
 

We stood on the side walk as the ambulance came with its lights flashing, and more police cars came, and the cars of people from around the town. We stood in the crowd, but no one saw us, no one looked at us. They thought we were beneath their notice, unimportant. But we are really above them and beyond them and invisible to them. They are blind and stupid and trusting. They would never think to look at us.
 

We are twelve years old. "

~Night sins, Tami Hoag.

( P.S  not written by me this time. But I loved this passage if this book.  I like this book too. If u like reading Suspense go for this. I will to get a post published soon. Till then Cya and take care. )

Friendhip: who has it better?

                           Heyya Guys! I know its been time but u Know engineering exams got my month over. So after exams Rains are there to make me miserable. I hate rains.. I m not surprised that u r surprised reading this! :D Some were shocked knowing these u r just surprised. So this vacations would be a indoor thing though I doubt it would be much as a vacation. So this question was eating me up ( may be I m exaggerating, but it was on my mind before my exams started). 'Do friendship between two boys is better than it is between two girls?'  I would love to have ur answers and opinions. I tried to find its answers for it.

                           So I asked a few boys and a few girls and their first answer was a counter question. :D 'Why such a question?' But they gave their opinions. Most boys said that girls are closer to each other and their friendship is better. And my gender said that boys have better friendship as they don't have a mess of emotional thing coming in between. Boys say Girls have their own importance and understanding in their friendship and it works for them. While Girls think that boys have easy going friendship. They don't have that trust and same way of thinking shit coming in between their friendship.

                          For me I don't have a 'very good' rapport with some of my girl-friends with  exceptions. Its just friendship tag between us. May be the exception is the reason for that. They feel I don't have time left out for them. I use all my time for one girl. And yes I agree she is my priority but its not like I don't try. A little help is all I need from their side. But girls have this problem. Sometimes they don't get the point. Seeing my boy classmates I envy them. They don't have emotional shit between them in their friendship. I happy at least I have a few still. They don't mind if I call and talk to any length of time. They r just happy as me to talk with me.They don't mind if I rant all about her. They r just better they know our closeness. But with the fact that I like to have more friends just makes me think more. I never had to try hard making friends but I don't what is happening now.

                          I though got some neutral comments.Some say nothing is important that true friendship. I know but still question remains the same. So tell me what do u think. Do boys have it better. Why do u think so? I need answers. I know I maybe presenting a stupid question but still I want to know ur thoughts. I would love to.


(P.S I want to come soon again. Bye, Cya and take care till then and yeah don't forget to comment.)

Mumbai To Hydrebad!!

                             Its my train journey from Mumbai to Hyderabad. What made me post this is that it had a different feel of traveling. (I hope I can show that to u!) I live in Surat. My train journey started from there but u know having traveled to Mumbai so many times it has nothing different in the travel. But Mumbai-Hyderabad was different. Reading u may say it was not different but something was there in the atmosphere which made it different.
                             So on the Dadar terminus, the Hyderabad-Deccan was already waiting to welcome me. The cream colored dusty train was clean from inside a rare site in Indian train sorry to say. Its was well kept than other trains , I m talking about A.C compartments. But what was different in this train was it instantly gave me the feeling of going to different region. It had a feel of different culture. U know all the Western railway trains have blue color. Blue color trains, interiors and everything. But this train had cream and brown theme. This made me remember that I m going to enter the Deccan plateau or Peninsula plateau whatever u refer. Seeing this brown berths, sandstone floors, cream blankets; my mind connected it with the Deccan plateau. I had learnt that the plateau region states, the Karnataka and Andhra are rocky, It connected the brown with the rocks and hills. U get it right! So right from when I entered I started to feel a different culture.
                              Just as we settled down two boys came on our opposite berths. I guess they were in late teens or in early twenties. We settled they settled but I don't know why they didn't settle their bags down! So as usual like boys they settled down and took out their phones. One got his headphones in and other took another gadget out. A Play Station! He started playing a football game! And that's what made me realize that even if go in a different culture, country or continent, Boys will be Boys! Boys and their love for football. My mind could never catch that. Then the TC came and they suddenly vanished. Don't know why did the try to board the train without ticket. But I guess they were going to Pune from their talks. After all they were students.     
                            After they went away I figured it out that analytical me was so engrossed it them that I didn't figure out I didn't have a window seat! Yeah a window seat is very important to me in any means of travel. I need a window to feel comfortable. My time passes quickly and effortlessly when I have a window to see outside. Upon this, this guy having seat on the side of the alley was constantly staring me! And I m damn uncomfortable with stares. As a girl I should like attention but nor can I take attention , stares or compliments. I feel irritated. I was seeing my mood deteriorate. At that moment I saw an empty window seat. U can know how would I have been feeling. I confess in the whole journey I would always be finding a window seat.
                            Amidst all this it started raining near Lonavala! Yeah early rains. I dont like getting wet. But I love seeing it raining. The wet soil smell is the best part of it. I love rain (till I m not going to get wet) because Surat doesnt have much rain. It was a beautiful scene. As we passed the ghats, the scene mesmerized me. The ghats were scenic but the rain made it more beautiful. I suddenly found comparing it with Darjeeling slopes minus the tea plantations! ;) :D  Seeing the rain my fellow passenger started a chat. She lived in Mumbai and rain is terrible to her! I understand! She asked me y was I going to Hyderabad and this and that! She was talkative much as me! She found out that I m from Surat an said She likes it. Its a nice place. Now its a common compliment but even u would like a compliment for ur city. It feels good when ur common city is liked by someone!

( P.S Sorry this journey was in the last month but u know 7 days holiday and then completing all the assignments.I would like some comments and would be thankful.  Would write soon bye! Cya! Take care till then )

Pranks!!

                         We always have things we remember the most. These r the few things which comes to my mind when I remember my school. I pursued diploma engineering last year after 10th. So I skipped two years which could have spent in my school but career comes first so.. So when I was in school I had some shocking and funny, mock able incidents. We all mock at our teachers rite. So here two incidents r of about that. Let the other two have no introduction.

                          We had a social studies teacher. She was an irritating South Indian. When she shouted we can hear three classes away. So once she caught a friend and me talking when she was teaching. Now its very easy to deviate her. So we said to her " Ma'am we were talking about your watch. This bright golden color looks too good " And then she spent that hour telling us the story about the watch. The story was funny. The whole class was laughing but hardly on the story. We were like rejoicing. Again after few days we caught her into a trap. That day she had taken us to the audio visual room. She always said she had taught in many schools in the city. So that day a boy in our class casually asked the teacher if she before coming here taught in so and so school. She said yes and told that she taught there for a year. Then that boy told her that he had a friend there. He told him that they had thrown u out of the school! She was first shocked. She saw to all our faces. We were obviously laughing. Then after coming out the shock she started shouting. The only thing I was surprised of she didnt take him to the principal! I don't know why! 

                          Now next two r not about teachers chill! They r about my fellow schoolmates n these r the pranks I was part of. Me and my friends played a prank on two boys (separately). If girls wouldn't play prank on boys then who would? So once on my bestie's birthday I had gone to spend a whole day with her. So at her home we were checking my a/c when I saw this guy online. He was my friend but till then he was not on well terms with my bestie. So we decided to chat with him but not telling him that I was not the only one whos going to chat. Now my friend is like 'muhfat'.She would tell anything to him. So that day we chatted. So one time I would reply and next line she would type and reply. So there He was getting irritated about y was I having mood swings. We chatted for hours but he couldn't figure out what was wrong. The next day I told him what had we done. At first he was irritated with me. But then suddenly he started smiling. From then I dont know how but he doesnt have any problem with my friend. He decided to clear it out. Its was good for me I didnt have to choose between the two. 

                         The next prank was played on my senior. Now this time it was my other friends Idea. We were trying to irritate our friend by writing her name on vehicles. We had written it on random vehicles with distance. After the bell rang. We went away for our classes. At the time of leaving when we reached to the vehicles we this guy was standing near one of the vehicle we had written on. (we hadn't rubbed off the name) He was thinking who had written it. As we were passing by suddenly I couldn't control my laugh. We both started laughing and he standing there was amused by seeing it. He asked us but obviously we didn't answer. He guessed that either one of us was that girl . In order to distract him we told him that the 'that' girl would have only written at and specially on his vehicle, See no other vehicle has it. He started laughing.He said now he has to find the reason behind this.  It took a solid one month for him to find out that it was our prank. Between those days we every alternate day reminded him about the girl so he cant forget it. It is memorable to me because it was just by chance that he came inside the scene and the prank was created. We had no idea while writing that this would turn into a prank. But its memorable. These r few very memorable and connects me with my school. 
                          Everybody would have played pranks on someone or the other. Tell me would love to hear it!

(P.S After reading please do comment. I would like some constructive criticism or compliments or anything. I would like whatever u write. Bye. Cya and take care.. )

Insensitive and Insensible

             We all are very insensitive and insensible. We don't behave sensitive at right places. Rather we start crying were should not, where that would make no difference. We cry for people who ditched us. We worry for them even if they don't worry about us. They just went away. And what about the people who were under the threat on Tsunami. We don't think about them because we don't know them. In India well felt the tremors of 8.9 Richter scale earthquake. But we didn't care when we got that epicenter was not in India and there is no destruction. But did we think about the people in Sumatra any more than few seconds. It was the epicenter and the earthquake was no small. There would be much destruction. But didn't think about that, all we thought about the Tsunami it may create and how it can affect India. I confess even I did. I am like u all only.I bet People living in regions other than east coast of India wouldn't have cared much to be updated about the earthquake and Tsunami other than just knowing it may come.
               I was reading the live update of Tsunami of Yahoo! where they had said to comment below if u had felt the tremors so that they can know till where they were felt. So one had commented 'I felt the tremor in Bangalore. Its was nice experience' Now does he know what to comment on public sites? How can he be so insensitive and mean? Our nature is to live for ourselves. We just live for ourselves. we all r self centered. We cry for people we want. We cry for them we don't have to. We don't care for people that need us!. Now let me clear I m not that sensitive even. All this I m writing is what I noticed in me yesterday night. I noticed we all do this. And I m not going to say I m changed now. NO! Not at all But what i say is if we can't care about people who need us why should we care who don't need us?  People cry on breakups. They say its hard to come out from it. I don't feel so. U shouldn't care till u r the one who ditched the other! We had no official relation with them. (U know what i mean like husband-wife). What about the people who lost their relatives. We expect people to value when we loose our relatives wouldn't they expect? I m not saying u should do social service or visit them. Even I m not going to do. I m just saying that we people need to come out ourselves and see clearly that we r caring for wrong people. Care about people u should, who need u. We should remember the people died maybe someone was valuable. We should be sensible. We should clearly know whom should we care for!

(P.S I m sorry if someone felt bad. But this was what I saw about myself n other around me. Bye guys. Cya. see u soon. take care)